Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Y
will you marry me? haha..
i din took the news pretty well juz now. tried to beg my parentz to take her back, but to no avail. went inside my room and tears started falling.
u can call me
cengeng,
gembeng.. but tatz wat i am. wheneva sumting wic is dear to me is gone, i'd cry my eyes out.
and i'm talking abt Pootie.
my dad met my neighbour and he related tis morning's incident to my dad. the vet had to shave off a portion of Pootie's fur to get rid of the paint and rite now, she's recuperating at the vet's clinic. worst part is.. if no one claims her, she will be sent off to spca.
tat means i wun be able to see her anymore. wun be able to hear her frequent meows outside my door. wun be able to see heR
golek2 in front of me. wun be able to feel her rub against my thighs. wun be able to see her
lepak-ing at the rocking chair. wun be able to watch her sleep.
and worst still, i wldn't noe how long i can swallow the fact tat she's no longer wit me.
even tho' she's not my cat, she has been a regular visitor at my hse for the past 10 mths til to the point tat my whole family has fallen in luv wit her. we fed her, gv her plain water to drink, let her wander ard our hse and even let her slp at
yot's rocking chair. and wen she's sleeping, she wld toss and turn.. sumtimes wit her legs sticking out of the chair.. or wit her head turning 180 degrees.. or using her hands to cover her face.. or juz simply, curling up like a prawn.
i can spend hours looking at her sleeping.. and admire how beautiful she really is. how God made her to such a perfect looking creature. the only imperfection she had is tat she has a very short tail. but tat imperfection only makes her more perfect to me.
she's the reason why i look forward to going hm from work every day. she wld be waiting at the lift lobby, outside my hse.. or juz anywhere.. and wheneva she sees me, she wld come straight at me.
she brings a smile to my face. no matter how bad my mood was on tat day, the sight of her always calms me down.
u guyz muz be tinking i'm crazy to cry over
numerous times for a cat. but i guess, nobody really understands how much tat cat meant to me. how she fills up the loneliness in my life sumtimes. how she makes me laugh & smile. u can nvr understand.. u can't..
Pootie is different from all the other cats. sumting abt her juz stands out. she's one special cat.
i'm still crying as i'm typing tis entry.
i miss her, lots.
i need you right now..
12/19/2006 12:35:00 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Y
will you marry me? haha..
goshhh.. i feel so sad for Pootie. wat has she done to deserve tis?
as i was coming down the staircase tis morning to go to work, i saw Pootie at the lift lobby. as usual, i came up to "greet" her. but wat i saw shocked the hell outta me. sum idiotic, fucking asshole threw torquise paint on heR!!! most of the paint has dried up and it was sticking onto her upper body. and i guess, it was making her itchy as she tried to lick it off.
how cld sumone do tat to her??? itz juz a cat, for goodness sake! cats wun disturb ppl unless u provoke heR. i nOe Pootie and i nOe sumtimes she can be a lil' bit playful but she's juz a cat. cats ARE supposed to be playful, fun creatures.
if
U tink u can get away wit it, by all means. we dun hv any proof as to who did it. i hope tat wen
U die,
U'LL die a very horrible death. mudered. limbs chopped up or sumting. or pouring kerosene all over
UR body and lit it on fire. or pouring paint down
UR fucking throat. or get into an accident and
UR whole family dies.
and if ever Pootie dies becoz of wat
U did, i hope
U'LL get wat u deserve. even if
U believe or dun believe in God, Pootie is also God's creation. and if anyone messes or abuses God's creation, he/she will get justice during Judgment Day.
she is such a sweet, sweet creature. and it pains my heart to see tat she has been abused. not to Pootie alone, but to all the resident cats under my blk.
i muz thank my neighbour for bringing Pootie to the vet tis morning. i juz hope tat Pootie will be fine.
*worried sick*
to the fucking, low-life, son/daughter of a bitch, whom i dun tink hv enuf morals & concern for other ppl and animals ard him/her..
U are worst than a pig.
U dun even deserve to live as a human being. We dun nd ppl like
U pest-ing ard our neighbourhood.
U had better stop wat
U'RE doing.
U dun want to end up like tat bastard who is now serving time in prison for killing cats do
U?
i need you right now..
12/18/2006 09:24:00 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Y
will you marry me? haha..
i'm bored. itz a cold & wet sunday and i was hoping tat i cld meet Mr Boyfren today. maybe go
jalan2 or juz laze ard. but Mr Boyfren chose to remain silent thruout the day and can't meet me due to family stuffs. short and curt messages. wow.
maybe i shld also 'disappear' huh?
moving on.
anybody wants to go to the Food Bazaar @ Expo tis xmas wkend? dun worry, itz halal. i luv to eat but the prob is, i hv a small stomach. i can't eat a lot. haizz.. how to be a food addict? furthermore, i dun hv any food-lover "kakis" wit me.
moving back.
uncle - "nor, bile nk kawin? ida da nk tunang nx mth."
me - "lagi 10 tahon."
uncle - "lagi 10 tahon?!! berjanggot la aku. betol2 la.. bile nk kawin?"
me - "lagi 10 tahon."
uncle - "ishh budak ni, aku nk timang cucu sedare ni.. lambat la kau."
me - "ye, nanti nor shotgun. dpt la timang cucu sedare nanti."
dengan selambanya aku berkata kepada pakcikku. muahahaha.
i need you right now..
12/17/2006 05:42:00 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Y
will you marry me? haha..
u tell me.. am i getting fatter by the day? my hips are as wide as before but dunOe abt my waistline. or the fat percentage in my body. hmm..
why not? had lontong for b'fast tis morn & rice + sambal goreng + paru for lunch. how not to grow fat like tat??? well.. i did asked the makcik to put only a lil' portion of rice. i juz hate the feeling of hunger pangness between 4-6pm wen i dun eat any rice for lunch. tried many times to go rice-less for lunch and how do i feel? giddyness upon reaching hm at 7pm. and i still dun eat rice wen i'm at hm.
i juz dun really like to eat rice. i prefer noodles.
wen i hv rice for lunch, i'll get sleepy.
like rite now. and wen i'm sleepy, i'm forced to drink the tasteless 3-in-1 nescafe. and after i drink tat, i'll hv to run to the toilet and poop. and wen i'm the toilet for 10 mins, ppl nOe tat i'm poop-ing.
yesss.. one of the advantages of having the "handicaped" toilet right in front of the FJJC counters.
i'm soOo feeling bloated rite now.
i need you right now..
12/13/2006 02:29:00 PM
