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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Y

will you marry me? haha..

Hady Mirza is the new Singapore Idol!!! yeeehaaaa!!! worth all my votes.. no wait.. worth ALL our votes. he achieved 70% of the 1 million++ votes.

now.. where can i dl the songs he performed during his finale performance?

i'm having my tummy cramps rite now.. thanx to the blasting air-con. i can't do my work, let alone sit still. bummer.. O_o

i need you right now..
9/26/2006 12:56:00 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006 Y

will you marry me? haha..

itz cold. very cold. damn bloody cold! was caught in the rain tis morning while going to wk. tu lah tkmo bwk umbrella. padan muke aku.

itz the starting of Ramadan and wat hv i done so far? watched Spore Idols finale last nite. bahhh. btw, i'm voting for Hady. wat i'm aiming for tis holy mth:

1) get my lazy ass up to go for terawih
2) pay zakat
3) read up 'Learn Basic Cooking for Dummies' + practical
4) save $$ to give the kiddies

can i achieve all those? esp No. 3? insya-allah la eh..

i want an Osim massage chair! can???

i need you right now..
9/25/2006 12:22:00 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Y

will you marry me? haha..

hepi berfdae to me.. hepi berfdae to me.. hepi berfdae to mmmeeee~~~ hepi berfdae to me! haa.. gosh i sound soOoO pathetic.

i'm officially 23 today.

where am i? slogging away at hm. tot i can celebrate wit Boo but he had to "jaga" Suntec City for the IMF thingy. all alone on my berfdae. so sad. Boo, i want my berfdae kish.

yesterday, kak asnah & ita held a mini celebration for me. had sum mango jelly & mocha kek lapis. kak asnah gv me a self-made beaded bracelet.. nice aR!

gonna meet my cozins ltr @ plaza s'pura. makan time!

i need you right now..
9/12/2006 04:25:00 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Y

will you marry me? haha..

letz take a step back shall we......

yesterday, 24 yrs ago, 2 very gatal, mentel, menjeng ppl decided to get married to each other - who else? my parentz la! den after 372 days ltr, they got me.

no, i'm not telling u how many times they tried to get me. i've no idea.

on a much more impt note, figure out wen's my bdae.

tk tau malu sei aku.

standard.

i need you right now..
9/06/2006 05:56:00 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006 Y

will you marry me? haha..

i was wit Boo yesterday afternoon wen i received a bad news from my mOm. my grandfather had passed away. i was speechless, shocked & din noe wat to do. we were already on our way to a wedding and had to u-turn to go to my aunt's hse.

upon reaching deR, saw most of my relatives.. basically my mOm's side. 2 paramedic officers were deR too. went inside the room and my grandfather was already covered from head to toe. i was still in shock. i asked ard, wat hepen.. but everyone was too sad to answer me. it seemed tat yesterday morning, my grandfather vomitted a lot and kept "mengucap-ing" lotsa times - wic has nvr hepened before. the sad ting was, nobody was by his side wen he breathed his last breath. my grandma found him motionless and not breathing wen she checked on him few moments ltr.

my grandfather lost lotsa weight since he was diagnosed wit kidney failure few yrs back. on top of tat, he has other sorts of illness. i caught a glimpse of his legs wen my mOm and aunt was sponging him.. he was all bones & skin!!

i was at the funeral tis morning.. had to get urgent leave from work. everyting was ok til the moment they put the body on the mat after the "mandi mayat". the ketua Jenazah guy said sum prayers and lifted the cloth off my grandfather's face. tatz wen reality sank in.. my grandfather has left the world. one by one.. aunts, uncles & cozins lined up and threw pacai over him. i cldn't control myself.. tears started falling. first tears ever to fall for my grandfather thruout my whole life. i kissed him - a last kiss. he felt cold.

followed all the way to the cemetery. saw my grandfather being lifted to the ground. saw my grandfather being buried. heard us praying for him. saw us leaving the cemetery. in my heart, i saw my grandfather leaving us forever.

ya'i, i regret for not visiting u wen u were sick.

ya'i, i regret for having sum ill feelings towards u and getting my emotions get the better of me.

ya'i, i regret for not asking forgiveness from u wen u were still alive.

ya'i, i regret taking u for granted.

ya'i, i might be too embarassed to say tis to u wen u were ard but u will alwayz be my grandfather.. i luv u and u'll alwayz be in my heart.

Allahyarham Junat bin Savina, 17/3/1937 - 3/9/2006 (3.45pm).

Semoga kamu tergolong dlm org2 yg beriman & suci, semoga dosa2 mu diampun oleh Allah dan mengrahmati pemergianmu. Kami di sini akan senantiasa mengingati dan merinduimu.

Boo - thanx for helping my family. i've seen a different side of u during these 2 days. things like tis make me appreciate u more.

i need you right now..
9/04/2006 10:06:00 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006 Y

will you marry me? haha..

hello.. an outdated event but still.. no harm blogging it down.

had our post-NDP carnivale on 25/8/06. those flowers up deR, done by most of us. mostly virgins in flower-arrangement, including me. hehh.. besides selling flowers, we sold nachos, beaded accessories, snack hampers & hair clips. it might not sound much but in all, Family Court raised abt 2.9k for our adopted charity, Children's Cancer Foundation! tat was really an achievement! it made our spirits high tho' coz most of us put work aside and really worked as a team in getting all those stuffs done! team spirit.. hasn't felt tat since.. secondary sch days??

well done to us all.. =)

i need you right now..
9/02/2006 09:01:00 PM