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Sunday, October 30, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

why am i awake at tis hr? can't slp. coz i spent the evening wiping the window grilles & taking down the curtains. fell aslp ard 11+ pm while waiting for my mum to sew the hook on my new curtain. woke up at 1 am.. to realise tat i haven't actually bathe. ggrr.. Raya's juz ard the corner & my hse's still a mess. i'm not satisfied wit the curtains. itz juz not nice. it looks weird.

i feel lonely. not been talking/sms-ing to Boo lately. his mum was hospitalised a few days ago.. tat must hv stressed him out. on top of tat, he told me tat sumting is "bothering" him wic makes him "mad" at me. so.. now i'm nt sure if he's still "mad" at me.. he din open up to me. haizz.. wish i cld do sumting..

now i'm nt sure wat to do.

- communication is the key to a relationship -

i need you right now..
10/30/2005 03:55:00 AM

Thursday, October 27, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

promised u all an acct on my JB trip wit my colleagues last tuesday.

for once, i was punctual. reached bugis mrt stn at 1 pm as promised. din pissed anybody off. hee. an hr ltr, was walking ard JB's angsana. bought a few personal stuffs for myself. den came the Raya cookies. can't decide to buy anyting initially coz every stall seem to be selling the same thing. walk2, see2, touch2, bargain2.. bought myself 4 containers of cookies. crammed all those in my bag. wanted to buy more stuffs, but din hv enuf money. hmm..

had our buka deR. kak asnah paid for it. hee..

noting much to update. my head's still spinning from work. urghh.

i need you right now..
10/27/2005 08:41:00 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

i know i haven't been blogging religiously.. haa.. been bz these past few days.. Raya is juz a wk away.. yahoo!~

spent the wkends buka-ing wit my gals & boo at geylg. we sort of wanted to celebrate zul's 22nd bdae at one go. bought for her a yummy-looking tiramisu kek.. nice sia.. but can't buy her a present on tm. maybe aft raya. boo was late. he went to park his bike at eunos. so far??? boo seems to be enjoying the company of 5 gals.. hmm.. anyways, aft buka.. we walked ard the bazaar to look for stuffs. me as usual, kp looking for kropok lekor. tis yr, no mood to buy dendeng. lotsa ppl. jam. uurghh. mas saw one of the ex-bf.. fedlie.. haa.. (mulutku masin). din saw any of my frenz those 4 times i went to geylg. good. 11++.. all of us decided to go hm. hot & sweaty. yucks.

last nite, met boo again. had Mc ice-cream at hougang point. juz a brief moment together. kinda miss him lately.

i'm going JB wit my colleagues tis afternoon. gonna update u guyz on the trip. in the meantime, kp ur pants on!

i need you right now..
10/25/2005 10:25:00 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

"it took one life-threatening incident for me to realize tat i luv u..." - Boo.

one minute silence dedicated to Boo's most prized posession : his bike.

- one minute over -

a new life. a new chapter. w/o the old bike. i couldn't imagine how i wld feel & react if sumting bad were to hepen to Boo.

*prays to God tat Boo will always be safe*

i need you right now..
10/16/2005 11:57:00 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

1.43am. still wide awake. actually, me sitting in front of the fan trying to dry my wet hair. gggrrr..

after 10 days of fasting, yesterday was the 1st tm i went to Geylang to look for baju kebayas tis yr. imagine.. after 10 days.. it wasn't like tat in the previous yrs. maybe becoz i wasn't in the mood yet to shop for Raya stuffs & alwayz feeling tired lately. i prefer last minute shoppg whereby i wld buy everything in one go. haa.. anyways, went wit both my cozins ima & oya, uncle/auntie cik rosli & cik shidah. i was late (as usual) and decided to gv them a treat for buka at adam rd. aiman was grouchy. dunnoe why. he wanna go hm. fidgeting on his mummy's lap most of the tm. kids.. haa..

Geylang.. noting diff tis yr. itz still the same. the clothes. the kuihs. the shoes. the bags. even the makciks selling burger ramly looks the same. no nice-looking kebayas caught my eye. ima & oya can't stop looking at those "in-trend" necklaces. wat do u call dem? those dangly, stoney2 necklaces.. i hv 2 pairs though. finally set my eyes upon one kebaya wic was on sale at RH Fashion. pink colour. nice. $129. lagiiii nice. bought it anyway. decided to buy another purple kebaya at Melati Boutique wic i saw earlier on wen i come down nx tm. hopefully, Boo decides to buy purple baju kurung.. den we'll be wearing it as a pair.. *hint hint*.. bought 2 mly vcds.. KL Menjerit 1 & Gila2 Pengantin Popular. wait til my new tv arrives & i shall hv a vcd marathon! hahaha.. *grins*.

10.15pm. made our way back hm as uncle had to go to wk early the nx day. my Raya's shopping ain't done yet. still hv a few things to buy. hole in my pocket. pockets. *sigh*.

i need you right now..
10/15/2005 01:43:00 AM

Saturday, October 08, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

heYlooo... hee.. howz u guyz out deR? fine i hope.

took friday off.. as i was forced to clr my leave.. haa.. weird. went to collect my pay & ended up @ funan trying to deposit $$$ into my acct. met Boo & off we went to wdls to buy stuffs for buka. eRR.. i buka-ed at his hse.. wit his whole family. initially felt paiseh.. nvr buka-ed at sumone's hse before.. a guy's hse tat is.. his mum cooked fried kuay teow.. poweRRR seiii.. spicy! watched vcd aft magrib. his dad wasn't feeling too well. saw the kittens running ard. cute. they hv tails! i mean.. full tails. khekhekhe.. we decided to go off at 9++ as i was already feeling tired.

now.. i'm missing him terribly.. :(

i need you right now..
10/08/2005 10:03:00 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005 Y

will you marry me? haha..

HeRRe are sum of the pressies i received on my 22nd bdae..

Fossil watch from dearest Boo.. *pinch me*..

Girl on a Pink Scooter figurine from Norita & Kak Asnah.. kawaii..

Brown bag & bracelet from the Acis & the pink bag from Anna (minus the orange box)..

gosshhh! i'm hungry.. at tis hr???

had a surprise visit from the acis tis afternoon. was bz vacuuming the hse wen i heard sumone rang the doorbell. yot opened the door & immediately i heard mas's voice. herrkkk! i wasn't even dressed up nicely! heh.. in came mas, zul & zana. they wanted to celebrate my belated bdae.. at hm! kakaka.. well.. i had to stop doing wateva i was doing & rushed to the toilet to wash up. they bought snacks & a bdae cake.. & pressies! soOoOo touchinggg~ spent the nx few hrs giggling & gal-talking, being lesbian-ic (had a fun tm groping & squeezing mas's butt!).. steammmyyy~. zul is officially now a street racer.. riteee!!! she's currently riding a CBR 125.. & both of us rode ard my neighbourhood for a short while. mas had to leave early coz of her grandma's kenduri. timah & her mom came aft magrib. in all, i enjoyed my day today.. thanx galz.. luv u! muackzzz~

i need you right now..
10/02/2005 10:55:00 PM