will you marry me? haha..
managed to get thru Monday wit my limbs still attached to my body. wat a day! must be one of the days whereby most s'poreans are experiencing pms. juz one day.. & we had to attend to sum stubborn public at the counter. nt one, nt two.. but i guess.. 4?? chinese man in the morn, mly lady, an ang moh lady & tat
freakkkyyy lecturer from NUS in the afternoon. wazzup?? pms. period.
went lepak-ing wit Nazri at ECP yesterday. watched lil' crabs, airplanes & the sunset at the water breaker. nice view. found out more abt each other. he told me he's a reserved guy & all along, he has been feeling & thinkg negative thoughts abt himself and the things surrounding him due to sum personal incidents. we're like.. the total opposites from each other. me being the weirdo & the jumpy2 type whereas he, the thoughtful & sensible type. well.. i did promised to liven up his life.. add more colours to his grey world. i may nt be a certified clown.. but.. i'll try my best. hee.. so far, so gd.. trying to pull him to join for the karaoke session wit my frenz nx sat. dangdut beb! ronggeng! woo!
Memori Daun Pisang.. Waktu Jalan Jalan.. lalalala~ haa.. geng, letz sing tis song. hee.
i need you right now..
6/27/2005 07:14:00 PM
will you marry me? haha..
heh.. hi.. i'm back. watched Batman Begins last Wednesday wit.. the MOTHER. yepz.. of all ppl, it has to be the MOTHER. nt bad though. juz tat, she likes to stop at unnecessary places while going window-shopping after the movie. bought myself a stuffed Garfield. cute.
had a farewell lunch for Judge LHM & bumped into Mohammad. the ns boy. police boy. chatted for a while & was informed tat on the 28th gonna be his last day at Family Crt. ORD-ed. too bad.. didn't get to know him tat close but anyways.. thanx for the "Lift" memory, Mohammad. wish u all the best. may we bump into each other in future. hee..
met a guy from Friendster last nite. he used to be an SP student, thus he found me familiar. had dinner at Toa Payoh. nice time. hee.. name? yeaa.. Nazri. hee.. intro abt him. 1.69m, between 65kg to 70 kg (i guess???), has 3 cats at hm, a full-tm firefighter at Central Fire Stn, who is secretly in lurvvv wit cars. overall.. nice guy lah. more to hear abt him nx tm.
finally.. i wish to express my thanx to those peepz who tried to console me last Monday due to the "incident I had at Friendster". thanx a lot for being deR. don't wori, i've already declared him dead long tm ago. heh. peace.
i need you right now..
6/24/2005 10:07:00 PM
will you marry me? haha..
fuck u Nazrul. juz fuck u. astarg.. hate the word. hate the name even better. u made my life miserable for the past few mths. thank God tat i found out abt it before its too late. u're a vicious liar u noe tat? wat hv i done to deserve this? watz ur motive for adding me to ur Friendster acct? or was it ur gf's idea? to spite me? i've no time for kiddish behaviour. hv FUN wit ur new gf, i couldn't care less. bottomline is, u hv no balls to say it to my face. i only nd a gd reason. juz a reason as to why u left me. WHY. no more, no less. it would make our lives easier if u were to tell me the truth. i shld hv guessed. the signs were already showing rite from the start. con't wit tis kind of behaviour & u'll nvr grow up. nevertheless.. i'm happy the way i am rite now. my life has been more colourful w/o u. a moron who can't tink out of the box. memories of u ain't heRRe anymore. heh.. my attitude? characteristics? i noe u can't handle me. i'm wayyyyyyyyyyy over u.
Nazrul - once a dickhead.. always a dickhead.
i need you right now..
6/20/2005 10:02:00 PM
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gd news!~ my aunt juz gv birth to a baby boy tis morn!~ hee.. i hv a new baby cozin.. wee.. his name is Aaryan Dani. hi Aaryan.. welcome to tis freakkyyy world.. u're the latest addition to the family.. introducing me.. ur first, eldest & most
mentel cozin.. goshhh.. we're like.. 22 yrs apart! hee.. hope tat u'll hv a gd life ahead. don't grow up to be like most typical guys out heRRe in s'pore, aite! be a gd boy, love ur bro Aiman & ur parents & most importantly, don't go ard breaking lil' gals hearts! haa.. muacksss!!!
i need you right now..
6/19/2005 11:56:00 AM
will you marry me? haha..
Lilitan Asmara - Misha Omar
Dalam keheningan
Desiran sang bayu
Ombak keresahan
Di bawah bulan nan sayu
Bahtera cintamu
Apa erti cinta
Kuterperangkap di dalam
Manisan katamu
Pabila kau pergi jua
Hilang sinar obor cinta
Cahaya cinta mulia
Kini tinggal sisa asmara
Diri ini
Masih tercari-cari jawapan
Mengapa harus terjadi
Perpisahan pergolakan
Tak kuduga
Kini api cinta yang membara
Kan kedinginan
Kehampaan
Tanpa dirimu
Resah kumenunggu
Jawapan darimu
Apakah dosaku
Kau sisih bagai hempedu
Lilitan asmara
Bagai di hiris luka
Rahsia di belenggu
Terhanyut di puncak rindu
i need you right now..
6/19/2005 05:17:00 AM
will you marry me? haha..
4.50 am.. still awake at tis hr??!! amazing. juz got off on the phone wit sumbody. haa.. howz life so far? hectic. miserable. work has been so terrible tis wk. itz becoming more.. freakkkyyy. i'm overloaded wit stuffs! and yet, derz still previous stuffs wic i havn't been able to clear. arghhh. and the stupid office phone keeps on ringing. they think tat my number is a hotline crisis number or sumting. hell no! i nd a break.. 10 more days of annual leave to clear. shoots.
spent the whole saturday at hm doing noting. initially lutfi asked me out, but he can't make it in the end & i ended up sleeping the whole day like a pig. woke up ard 5pm & went stret to the Net to dl songs. ended up browsing thru my Friendster acct and guess wat? HE found me and added me to his list. HE.. HIM. geddit? no? nazrul. the NAZRUL. wat a shocker. to tink tat i juz woken up from my beauty slp. from his pix, he looks the same.. cept' tat he's now wearing those grundgy specs (wic i lurvvv most on guys.. shucks!) & he has changed his bike. read thru his testi and found out he has a new helmet too. u guys, tell me.. how am i supposed to feel? shocked? surprised? sad? yeaa.. tat was how i felt exactly.. but all rolled in one. mixed feelings lah. well.. i left him a msg.. juz a simple "how are yous" & "take cares". i don't dare to comment on tis matter. letz juz wait for his reply. nt tat i'm anxiously waiting for his reply or anyting.
i'm listening to Lilitan Asmara by Misha Omar. mas told me tatz a perfect song to describe me. u guys be the judge.
i need you right now..
6/19/2005 04:51:00 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
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will you marry me? haha..
i'm at hm at tis hr??? on a sat nite??? weird rite. nobody wants to date me tonite.. so heRRe i am. went bowling wit my colleagues in the afternoon though. organised by the BIG BOSS. played a total of 3 games for free. "Old Man Nor" picked us up from AMK bus-stop. 1st round.. played OK. managed to strike down 9 pins a few times. no strike. 2nd round.. KO. the ball went to the longkang most of the tm. 3rd round.. so-so. total score=112 points. haa.. ok lah. for sumone who only bowled 3 times in her life so far. Uncle Nawar brought along his videocam and i was happily smiling at his videocam most of the time. "Suka naa bdk kecik ni sengih2".. yeRla.. small kid. onli 22 mah. still jagong. hmph. after tat, went to changi village to hv our lunch-cum-dinner. tot of staying up late to see the bapoks but most of dem wanted to go hm early. nx tm maybe, wen i hv my own car.. haa.. *evil laughs*.
juz ate a 1/4 tub full of ice-cream. fattening sia. hv to stop the habit. today's weather is extremely hottt. freakkkyyy.
i need you right now..
6/11/2005 09:51:00 PM
will you marry me? haha..
i've decided to put the idea of buying Nokia 3230 on hold. reason? i nd the $$ to buy a digicam. desperately. hah. at least put aside $400 for the digicam. sum ppl might say.. i'm loaded. lotsa money in my bank acct. but.. i've been saving up tat money since i was little. i still feel tat itz not enuf. i don't earn much, u see.
howz my wkend? spent the saturday wit mas & zana.. celebrating mas's bdae at a karaoke lounge. party world ktv @ orchard. yesss.. itz true. we went der. nope, there weren't any hostesses ard. itz juz us 3. singing along, laughing like mad hyenas, taking pix.. for 4 freakin' hrs! kekeke.. a fun experience. managed to get mas to sing the Memori Daun Pisang song wit me. haa.. dangdut kapaa (thanx to stephen). brought along the bdae cake.. choc mousse. nice.. fatimah & zul were supposed to join us but fatimah can't make it at the last min & zul simply MIA. she claimed tat she didn't bring her hp to work yesterday and thus, couldn't contact us. weird gal. after the karaoke session, zana went to NUH to visit her brother & me and mas did our shopping at far east plaza. i bought shoes.. again! i juz bought a pair of shoes last wk.. & yesterday juz bought again??? nd to stop the bad habit. period. mas bought a bag. i seriozly believe she has tons of bags at hm. i don't noe why she nds another one. itz the gal thing i presume. rushed down to eunos after tat to catch apek for my drivg lesson. for 3 consecutive wks at orchard, i don't see any mats ard. tat, my fren.. is totally
BAD news.
spotted haffidz & khalid. both were my sec sch mates. haffidz juz walked beside me & i couldn't be bothered to acknowledge him. my mind kept thinkg back of how many galz he had sex wit whenever i see him. i wonder, whether if he has any sexual diseases by now. too bad.. he used to be a nice boy back in sch. ppl change, though. to each his own.
i need you right now..
6/05/2005 07:56:00 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
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will you marry me? haha..
i hate my samsung E310C hp!!! i juz charged it last nite & now left one freakin' bar??? *sigh*. had a quiet day at work today. rumoured tat SDJ is coming to spot-check our plc. SDJ - Senior District Judge. who? i dunno. no idea. all of us had to kp our workplace tidy & free from files. yesss.. tat means me & ita had to hide our files for the upcoming week in the cupboard, thus messing wit our work. in the end, SDJ didn't even take a peep at our plc. so much so for the big hoo-haa. had lunch at banquet & saw fatimah. hee.. my lesb partner in the making. along the way, saw a goatee-ed despatch guy. yummy-looking. hee.. but then again, he might be sumone's hubby.
back to my fren fatimah. she actually went down to
CANTONMENT POLICE HQ for work purposes. and yesss.. she really had her eyes washed. literally. at the gate. at the lobby. while waiting for her so-called client. yesss.. she'd seen the insides. pictures of yummy-looking policemen hung the walls of cantonment. "best police officer of the month".. stuffs like tat. lots of
mat polis walked past her. eye-catching. really. goodness gracious me. i would
lurrrvvv to trade places wit her. *swoons*.
errmm.. laguna beach actually exist in california? i tot itz a fictious place brainstormed by the MTV ppl. well.. if u read the news today, laguna bitch.. *beep*.. beach.. has become the nx genting highlands. nt the casinos lah, but the landslides. yea.. landslides in US. kewl.
i need you right now..
6/02/2005 11:45:00 PM
