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Sunday, December 26, 2004 Y

will you marry me? haha..

*yawnz*.. such a boring sunday. gonna zoom off for my driving ltr in the evening. happenings? yesterday went out wit the bdae boy, syafiq, to watch kungfu hustle at orchard cineleisure. nvr knew their seats were comfy. walked ard town aft the movie. a lot of ppl. crowded. the movie's nice though. a bit funny. luckily der's subtitle. it's a chinese movie lah. didn't see any familiar faces in the crowd. no matz even. lame. reached hm almost to midnite. hah. even more lame.

friday - my company had a xmas party during lunch and i won a rice cooker during the lucky draw. haa.. (petanda yg aku harus blaja masak???). made a new fren inside the lift. yesss.. INSIDE the lift.. while going to the 3rd floor. ns boy lah.. i guess. his name is mohd. mohd wat? i don't know. stationed at family court. seen him b4 a few times. haa.. for the fun of it. oh well.. letz juz hope we'll see each other soon.

wednesday - aft wk, went to watch ocean's twelve at suntec. the movie event was organised by the high court ppl. $2 per tix.. who doesn't want it? i asked zana along to follow me. herkk.. no major news soOoOo far.. oh goody.. heRRe comes my cozin.. *blank*.

i need you right now..
12/26/2004 03:42:00 PM

Saturday, December 18, 2004 Y

will you marry me? haha..

i'm hungryyy.. i wanna eattt.. nowww...

attended my fren's wedding last sunday at bkt merah. everybody came wit their respective partners and i came wit.. mas. haha.. i guess she's gonna be my jempotan ptr from now on.. unless she's hitched. after the wedding, went to safa's "open hse" at bkt batok. guess wat? it ain't juz a normal "open hse". it was her engagement day. she tricked everyone by saying tat itz an open hse. meant to be a surprise though. grrr.. long time didn't see heR, hang at her hse til 6pm.

i saw a guy in the train last wed morning while going to wk.. he was wearing blue pants.. arghhh.. clear signals given BUT he dropped off at chinatown and took the other escalator. disappeared rite aft tat. i was soOoOo disappointed. dammit. DAMMIT! he's tall, has a cute ass, pleasant-looking... dammit! wen will i see him again..

i need you right now..
12/18/2004 04:28:00 PM

Sunday, December 12, 2004 Y

will you marry me? haha..

Memories.. 27 Dec 2003

i need you right now..
12/12/2004 01:29:00 AM

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will you marry me? haha..

hi guyz.. i'm back.. u must be wondering why i posted a pix of me & my ex.. the reason being.. deR's no particular reason anyway. i'm juz posting for the sake of posting. anw.. my blog's kinda empty though. i do still think of him sumtimes but not most of the time. those times tat we spent and other stuffs. i do wish to say a few words to him..

nazrul.. up til now, i still don't understand why u went away. u simply disappeared w/o even letting me know watz going on. i know things tat happened in ur family is not ur fault but tatz not a good reason to shut everyone out in ur life. for the past 6 mths, i suffered.. battled wit my feelings. trying to understand wat was happening between us. we didn't even try to contact each other aft tat coz i know, once we're over, itz done. u're one of the nicest guy whom i came across. ppl like u don't come easy. i was comfortable being wit u. u were my pride, my joy. but sad to say, aft mths of happiness, it had to end. i know deep down, u were waiting 4 me to say the final cut, but i didn't. i wanted to hear it from u. now tat i'm on my own, living my life as before. i can't be in a new r'ship coz my wounds hv not yet healed. memories of u & me are still fresh in my mind.

nazrul.. don't kp all ur problems bottled inside. i do hope tat if the next gal comes ard, pls treat her better. i believe u can make a gd bf / hubby. we had our love. truthfully, u were the one who made me feel loved. u were the only one whom i expressed those 3 words to. u were the one whom i see myself settling down with. if we're ever meant to be, our paths will cross again. but if we're not meant to be, let tis be one of the most memorable moments i had wit u. i pray to God to make me stronger day aft day. til den.. letz juz remain anonymous to each other.

i need you right now..
12/12/2004 01:11:00 AM

Sunday, December 05, 2004 Y

will you marry me? haha..

hey.. i'm back! juz wanna share wit u guyz.. Randy Orton's team won the match!!! yeahhh!!! tis means tat they will rule Raw for the nx 4 wks! woo.. hehe.. sum ppl juz don't understand why i'm such a big fan of wrestling. i've been following the show since i was lil. fyi.. Randy's my fave wrestler.. haa.. i love him!!! Randy Randy Randy!!! Randy.. marry me!!! woooooooooooooo..

i need you right now..
12/05/2004 02:08:00 AM

Saturday, December 04, 2004 Y

will you marry me? haha..

*yawnz*.. i'm soOoOo bored. itz a sat afternoon & i'm at hm typing away. i can't watch tv coz the scv modem is unplugged. been waiting for the cable guy to replace it wit a new one. can't listen to yellowcard or new found glory coz i left the cds at my wk place. can't dl songs coz i hv no idea wat songs to dl. can't call anyone coz i don't feel like yakking on the phone.anw, i'm at the verge of losing my voice. i sound like a guy now.

my workload is becoming more horrible. lots of stuffs coming in, and my previous workload hasn't finish yet. nearly blew up yesterday. stupid callers kept calling for urgent stuffs. my desk is such a mess. i can't seem to tidy it up. tidy a bit, & the mess will appear again. no use. *yawnz*.. god, i'm sleepy again. tonite, survivor series at 10pm. hope tat randy's team gonna win. zzzzzz..

i need you right now..
12/04/2004 03:55:00 PM