Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Y
will you marry me? haha..
*yawnz*.. itz been 6 days since we started fasting & so far.. so good. my menses are not heRRe.. yet. haha.. wat hv i been doing these past few dayz? well firstly, i've been assigned to take over my colleague's wk from now on. doing SIC. not an easy task though. rite now, my desk is littered wit pprs, files, stationeries & God noes wat. i've still have some pending documents to clear. aiyahhh.. like wat kak asnah said, wk nvr ends. becoz of tat, i've been break-fasting in the bus. too much stuffs to do. so lil' time. secondly, i met up wit tis guy, Herman Shah, at causeway pt last sun to break fast wit him. how did i get to noe him? erkk.. some guy i met at town passed my no to him. aku rolling kapeR??!! anw.. he's short, short & short. didn't talk much coz my contact lenses were giving me probs. can't hang out aft tat. he offered to send me hm (public transport aR). suits him lah. initially, i didn't want to meet him coz i'm juz plain lazy to meet new ppl. but he kept on bugging me til i said.. yeah, letz meet 4 once. it happened tat he was pissed off wit me on 10/10/2004 becoz i kept turning down our meetings. i wanted to juz call him up and say.. "wat the fuck is the matter wit u?".. BUT i kept my cool & talked to him nicely, even though inside i was cursing him. haha.. so yeah.. deR it was. we met. thirdly, mas has a bf (??????). i nvr seen the guy b4 but heard lotsa stories abt him. initially, mas wasn't intrested in him, he backed off, he came back, mas backed off, she came back.. blah 3x.. & now they're UNOFFICIALLY together. she was telling me.. "let it be natural". herkk.. no comments. to each his/her own. i've yet to straighten out my life. i'm not romantically involved wit sumone rite now, & i was thinking.. wat IF nazrul comes back? i noe itz some sort of a fat hope but
WAT IF? itz been a mth since i last heard from him
officially. "from the 2nd time u rejected me, i knew tat we can't be together. but i stayed on, hoping tat it would work out." - those were his last words, sumhow or rather. i noe i'm not supposed to think abt him, but i can't help myself. i'm being paranoid. he was one of those few ppl who managed to crawl rite up to my heart.. deRR.. gosh.. i'm having a headache now. gotta sleep soon.
i need you right now..
10/20/2004 01:18:00 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Y
will you marry me? haha..
heylo.. juz wanna update certain stuffs heRRe. i attended my D&D function yesterday with Is at Amara Hotel. where's tat.. don't ask me BUT i did came across
CANTONMENT POLICE HQ while going towards the hotel. *hint* *hint*.. reached deR ard 6.30 and met haidah at the lobby. i was feeling so freakin hungry and had to wait for the food to come. activities??? some singing competition, standing up & sitting down, laughing.. & wat nots. basically.. i was only concentrating on the food.. coz i was hungry! the food's not bad though. went to the toilet 3 times coz i was gulping down glasses of plain water. saw some matz but.. they came wit their minahz. too bad. haha.. Is won this swensen's $40 voucher and he gave it to me. why? don't ask me but i think i was telling him before that i was craving for ice-cream (mengidam lah gitok). oOoO well.. almost to abt 11+ pm, when my eyes were starting to get heavy, the second round of lucky draw was commenced. lo & behold, i won sumting. i won a steam iron. yeah. i was wondering how to bring the thing back coz it was quite big but den again, i've got an escort.. haha..
the whole event ended ard 11.45pm. tot of wanting to stay up late elsewhere but.. nahh.. was too tired. so.. Is sent me hm & for the first tm in my life, i reached hm at 12.30am. oooppss.. forgot to thank him for offering me a ride hm. hehe.. jgn marahhh.. in my opinion, since it was my 1st tm attending such event, i would say tat itz OK. could hv been better but at least it didn't make the audience feel bored. now.. i noe tat sum of u might wonder who's Is.. the guy whom i went to the D&D wit. letz just say itz sumone whom i juz met.. haha.. shall not reveal any details abt him for now. tatz all for now peepz..
i need you right now..
10/10/2004 01:20:00 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
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will you marry me? haha..
ahakz.. itz lunch tm now. today is irene's last day at work & everyone's taking pictures wit heR. nx wk she's gonna start wk at.. sumwhere lah. can't remember. nothing's been happening much lately. last tuesday, i hung out wit zana & xuefang at esplanade. tat gal said tat she wanted to clear heR mind.. of wat? lutfi? tat skinny poke? but he already has a gf. den who sia? gelek? herkk.. who zana.. WHO?? haha.. it didn't help when there were DOZENS of couples hanging out at the esplanade. i was practically shouting to myself telling those couples to break up & get a life. how so uncool.. oOoOo wait.. sarinah is asking me out to jalan2 now. will get back to u later..
i need you right now..
10/07/2004 01:58:00 PM
