Wednesday, April 28, 2004
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will you marry me? haha..
tadi ptg panas terik, skrg mcm nk hujan lak.. hmmzz.. baguSlah hujan, biar sejOk skit spore ni, dan harap2 hati aku jugak sejOk. tadi ptg, aku temankan si timah pi interview at this company at Telok Ayer Street. member nervous pi interview srg2. actually lepas this interview, she has another interview at Shell House. but only after the first interview, she already got the job. contract to perm.. haizz.. untung sak member. aku ni, ape yg adeR. dah send belambak resume, no response at all. NONE. can u believe it.. zero response. tru mail lagi dpt attention drpd e-mail (manelah tau, company2 nye mail inbox slalu full, takOt resume aku tk di-receive).. but truthfully saying, baik e-mail keR mail, tetap tkde beza. yg si agent aku, senyap jek. tkde lobang lah tu.. apelah nasib aku. skrg ni, tgl aku srg yg tk bekerja. everytime aku kuaR, kwn2 aku ingat aku carik keje. mmglah ade skit hari aku pi walk-in pat area SGH tanye temp vacancies, but no vacancy at all. penat2 jln turun naik, in the end.. tkde hasil.
skrg ni mood aku btOl2 nye down. rase2 mcm nk give up, dOk mengurung diri pat rmh & temporarily cutting my contacts wif my frenz. tapi pk2 balik, kalo give up lagi tk berhasil. tapi kalo aku smgt mail out resumes every wk, siap dgn passport pix & stamp.. but in the end pOn, tk berhasil. aku dah tk tau ape nk buat. aku mcm dah tk trust tu online job agencies & surat khabar. nk try walk-in pOn, dah tkde memberz. mak aku kate, maybe tunggu tOl2 aku dpt diploma aku, baru ade yg respon. by the time aku dpt diploma aku, bdk2 batch 2001 pOn same2 grad dgn aku. drg pOn bakal carik keje. plg2 aft 3-4 mths of graduation baru dpt keje. abe yg aku ni, canne lak? tkkan baru nx yr aku dpt keje? abe the remaining 8 mths nk buat peR? ikOtkan hati, mcm nk carik part-tm.. but part-tm gaji bape sak.. lagi2 kalo in F&B. satu bln keje, gaji pOn below $200. at least kalo dpt keje temp, muai skit gaji. keje part-tm lain lak, either tkle kai tudung atau nk mandarin speaking.
prob lagi satu lak, itz abt my frenz. asal dgn drg ni, tkde soalan lain nk tanye keR? balik2 call/sms/jumpa aku, tanye whether aku dah keje lom. and these frenz of mine are already working. for goodness sake, juz shut the hell up! krg pepandai suh aku walk-in sane sini, mail, e-mail, pi agency pat International Plaza.. tu sume aku dah buat. aku rase resume aku ni dah circulate pat satu spore. abe kalo tkde haprak yg respon, krg nk aku buat peR? aku tau lah, krg dpt keje kes recommendation lah, quick apply lah, walk-in lah.. tapi masing2 nasib lain. dah mmg bkn rezeki aku dpt keje skrg. so plz lah.. krg jgn nk action bole tk. for once, juz know what it feels like to be in my shoes. juz becoz krg dah ade duit sendri, tkya nk tunjuk2. sampe skrg aku masih sakit hati bile satu member tu tanye, "oi, tkkan send resume belambak satu pOn tk respon?". kauuu..
the reason sal krg tk npk aku pat msn time mlm is to avoid u guyz.. juz gimme sum time to grieve myself & kalo aku rase aku nk carik krg, aku carik aR.
i need you right now..
4/28/2004 06:52:00 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
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will you marry me? haha..
haizzz.. penat aku nari. mood ade down skit aR. today's actually my last day at SGX. mepek kan, baru keje 2 hari dah kene berhenti. drg nk temp lelaki, abe siang2 sal tkmo ckp. bodoh pe HR. bkn kerana aku sedih tk dpt keje pat situ, aku sedih nape luck aku mcm ni. dah lah tuari pat RiverWalk stakat 1 hari, ni lak 2 hari. itz not even call temp work sak. but look on the bright side, at least i'm $100 richer.. haizz.. bilelah aku nk dpt keje btOl.. lots of ppl kept saying.. "sabar.. lom ade nasib..".. mmg i nd to rely on patience & nasib, but sampe bile? aku kalo bole tkmo sampe setahun lebih masih tkde full-time job. it does hepen to sum of my frenz.. still full-time jobless by now. krg pat luar senang ckp suh kuar jln2 carik keje, stret times, walk-in.. tu sume aku dah buat. tapi bile dah dpt temp stakat bape hari. canne nk survive. tkkan forever nk mintak duit mak bapak. sumtimes i do wonder, org2 yg bertudung mcm aku ni, susah sgt keR nk carik keje? juz becoz kite pakai tudung, sume org ingat kite terrorists keR? i've been asked lots of the tudung questions.. it only shows tat the majority heRRe still don't understand the importance of tudung juz becoz their colleagues are not wearing it. most of them thought itz sum kind of fashion statement. "now 21st century, wat for wear tudung?" > aku mcm dah malas nk explain. seribu kali ko explain pat drg, drg selamanye tkkan paham. tapi jgn nk salahkan bangsa lain, bangsa sendri pOn mcm tk paham bahasa.. in the end.. who's to blame??? minah2 metro lagi senang dpt keje drpd minah2 mcm aku.. ni pandangan aku aR. ni politic tudung.. pantat aR. sampe bsOk bebual pon tkkan abis.
ni sialan mane ni memekak pat area aku? mcm nk maki sak.. anw, cut the tudung topic. last sat, aku pi tgk startsky & hutch pat GV Tampines dgn mas, zul & timah. ceta kekek siolll.. itz an original 70's movie show.. ni drg buat nafas baru. snoop dog was super cool in tat movie. dia shooting relekkk jek.. tk kaku pOn. pastu pi relek pat coffee bean. aku bole ternpk si saiful dgn shukor. saiful dgn matair kafir dia aR, ape lagik. forever gf kafir. dektu makin gemOk sak. sajak aR masuk army. biar slim down skit. aku pOn mcm malas nk bual dgn dia. stakat senyum, hi, tanye khabar, terOs bye. si shukor lak, makin pekak. pgl 3 kali baru dgr. member tgh carik tpt duduk pat coffee bean. den adelah aku npk 2 minah damai ni.. tk ingat name drg.. aku sampe rmh kol 11. dah lah merayap tamp dgn baju jubah, mane pe decent sakkk.. maklumlah, baru balik pergaS. herkk..
ape lagi aku nk update eh.. sunday tu, aku kuar dgn nazrul pi darul ghufran amik nasi beryani amal (sedap ko!). dektu ade moody skit bile time2 xm ni. bebual dgn dia mcm tk respon. puas hati bual dgn tembOk. tapi last2, bebual gakz, ketawe2.. sayang nye pasal.. hehe.. :)~ ok lah.. stakat ni jek aku nk update. the main thing is, i've let out my frustrations. btw, no big deal if nicoll highway collapses. spore dah kecik lagi nk buat mrt lines. org2 sini kaya2 peR, sume keta kencang2. mane pandang public transport lagik. lain aR kalo mat/minah yahudi kene tembak.. tu mcm ok.. herkk..
i need you right now..
4/20/2004 09:30:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
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will you marry me? haha..
ahakz.. tuari shopping dgn member aku.. gamat! dia pi beli 7 jubah dgn 1 beg for his mom.. maklumlah.. baru dpt gaji. aku pegang beg plastic dia yg belambak tu.. mak oiii.. berattt dok. pastu kite pi mkn pat tis nice lil cafe called Constant Craving. Located at the 4/5 level (tk ingat!) at Far East Plaza.. alah.. dia blakang tu Puncak/Cahaya restaurant.. itz a new cafe, menu dia lom byk lagi.. tapi mknan dia sedap siolll.. ade can aku datang balik pat sane.. aku mkn bbq sauce chicken & caramel pudding.. sedappp.. quite cheap too.. 2 main dish + drinks, fries dgn desert.. $21.60.. muaiii.. jgn risau bdk2.. tempat tu halal..
ape lagik nk tulis? not many ppl know this.. but i actually READ. yepz.. i read those fiction books. as of now, i've read a total of 9 books.. mostly thriller/mystery. aku lom start keje, so rajin naa aku turun wdls lib pinjam buku. haha.. sum ppl might find tis activity quite nerdish & boring, but tatz me.. i like to read. itz been my hobby since i was little. dulu kecik2 baca buku Bookworm Gang, R L Stine & Sweet Valley. kinda miss the Bookworm Gang books.. ingat lagik, every mth mesti ade book fair pat my primary sch. aku smgt sampe beli 2-3 buku. i intend to kp the Bookworm collection which i still have.. kenangan dokk.. *sobz*..
heckk.. i'm running out of words to type. dOt.. k slamz tu DALE. suh aR dia masuk bloggy aku.. haha.. bye~
i need you right now..
4/15/2004 03:41:00 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
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will you marry me? haha..
Boring seh nari.. dah lah panas. ni member aku nk ajak pi town later, blanja minOm kopi.. haha.. smlm driving lesson aku. Instructor ckp my U-Turn dah ok skit. Nx wk dia nk ajar sal parallel parking.. maut. Tu susah siol.. how the heck am I gonna turn the steering wheel when my head is turning backwards?? Haiyahh.. skrg AutoCAD aku dah bole buat 2D drawings, nx few wks baru start 3D. Dulu time kecik2, berangan nk jadi lawyer lah, teacher lah.. haprak. Skrg dah besar, baru realise not easy to be one. Aku ni lom tau ape nk jadi.. pk2 balik ape aku blaja time poly.. doesn't apply want i wanna be. Nk suh aku keje engg side, bknnye aku favOurite naa.. herkk..
Hmm.. tadi agent aku call. Looks like nx wk aku keje pat Singapore Stock Exchange for 3 wks.. 8.30am-6pm.. dpt jugak duit skit.. aku dah tarik si Timot. At least ade jugak memberz.. :)~ Ni matair aku dari smlm sampe nari senyap. Stress kot? Maklumlah.. xm nk dkt. Aku ni lak tkmo kaco dia. Dgr2 dia ade byk proj nk abiskan.. haha.. ciaaannn.. been there, done tat. K lah, aku nk kene siap2 ni. Kang aku lambat, member bising lak. Ape2 aku update ko. Slamatz!~
i need you right now..
4/13/2004 02:03:00 PM
will you marry me? haha..
alritez!!! finally.. blogger aku dah siap.. thanx to SYIDOT! shout out to my gurL out deR for helping me.. hehe.. ape aku nk tulis eh? oOoOo yea.. last wed, aku start my one and only 1-day work pat RiverWalk at tis MNC company as a admin/recep. cume dpt $42.50 for tat day.. aku ingatkan keje dia bape lama.. rupenye stakat 1 hari.. chett! buang mase jek.. tkpeR, asalkan dpt $. nk katakan, keje dia boring maut aR. aku dok pat front-desk, angkat calls, record calls, check postage stamps.. kejap2 org call.. bingit telinga aku..
pulak tu, agency call on the 19/4 til 23/4 another 1-wk temp assignment pat singapore stock enchange.. data entry aR. ni gaji muai skit.. $6/hr 9-6pm.. haizz.. ni lah nasib org yg sampe skrg lom dpt real job. naik jelak aku tgk tu saturday nye straits times.. bebual world nk poly dip sume, in the end amik org dia jugak.. ni aR spore.. pat luar jek lawa, tapi dlm.. habOk pon tkde.. mane tk org2 lain migrate? kalo tk kerane ni bahlol terrorist jahanam buat keje & kalo aku anak tauke kayu balak, dah lama aku beramz. haha.. aku ni mcm frust menonggeng lak.. arghh.. aku nk berak aR.. slamatz!
i need you right now..
4/09/2004 12:35:00 PM
